Everywhere I turn is a blur.. becoz I’m being enveloped by haze! Yikes!
12:10 am, 12 August 2005
A few months later..
Whew, have I left my blog for quite a while or what?? Blame it all on the LRC @ Library’s super-(not fast, but)SLOW internet connection! I can make keropok lekor, even sambal belacan faster than the time it takes to load the friendster webpage! muahaha (i love condemning the college!) well, life’s been itself again - unpredictable, occasionally boring, inevitably suprising at times, dissapointing sometimes, joyful certain times. all at the same time! guess it’s worth living afterall (can u believe i was a suicidal lil brat back then?? just to prove life isn’t all that bad. so guys, if life give u lemons, make lemonade!)
A lot of things’ve happened during this few months. Making friends with numerous cheerful & funny people, doing public service for the first time (and my 1st encounter with mentally challenged people. quite touching n exciting simultaneously :-D) , entering tournaments (Taekwondo! yeah, i kick ass! but rather i got kicked in the arse by a black belt during the tournament 
not literally, but i lost by 4 points. heck, i enjoyed my 1st experience of sparring anyway 
got labelled TONE DEAF by some seniors (undermining me, huh? i’ll show them!) and joined the music club clique (I love to sing! I swear I’ll improve, and if they dare doubt me again..) , and most recently - THICK , GREY HAZE invading me lungs! (oh my poor babies :-D) thank God i’m safe n sound infront of my streamyx-powered computer (thank Heavens!)
Can’t believe they initially didn’t let us go back! What, they want someone to get bronchitis or kiok first, then last-minutely urge everyone to leave the compound? Prevention is better than cure, when will humans learn.. Now i’m getting a headache (hah! now i can sue the college/MARA for the trecherous health hazard i’m suffering! overdramatizing is my thing, agreed? :-D) but seriously, my head’s throbbing..
My dream college turn out to be like my previous dream college (well, junior college to be annoyingly precise. MRSM in short!) from the size of the room, to the DS n the food (i’ll give credit to the food here lah. Javanese DS workers somehow managed to make the food more delicious than the Jasin DS staff :-P) to the old blocks. Oh, they have a so-called "Hot spot" where the internet’s fairly slow (what’s the deal with dis place and slow connection??). well, i expected too much i guess but i’ll cope with it! i survived 3 repeat tests for my driving license & MRSM Jasin wat.. only 1 year n 10 months to go! hahaha
well, i’m sleepy now! may tomorrow bring happiness & joy to my life, and those around me..
Lord Forgive me,
ahmad aLiiiiiii
[1:02am]
